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God's most precious gift of Grace.

yea that's right. the most precious gift that God has showered the world in, is grace.

you can do wrong. and he'll give you grace if your heart wants it 

you can do right. and ur reward would be grace

when you give love and receive love. grace is probably in between there somewhere, along the lines, behind the bars...

but no one deserves grace. cos grace is too good. its something that we shouldn't take for granted. or abuse it like we abuse petrol.

but god is so kind and so considerate, that he gives us grace anyway.

so grace, please disregard my flaws and well...just be grace:(

Rooted trees don't fall.

i'm feeling particularly nostalgic tonight.

what I thought was just another ordinary day in the life of Megan the uni student, turned out to be something...thought-provoking&mind bending:\

i can't help but think that there was something 'to it' today. just something that could only have been planned from up above. 

i guess i have become caught up in being a somebody & wanting to prove myself to the world-whatever self worth i have that i can splurge it in. i don't know. it could have been brought on by some deep-rooted problem that was planted by some unknowing torture experienced in childhood. or it simply could have been brought on by my inability to please someone:(

i always tend to forget the ones whose hearts i've touched and who have also appreciatingly touched mine. i also always tend to play it down in my head how much i actually owe them. I guess no one really wants to admit that they owe a lot of their self pride/worth to people, especially when being big is what everyone wants to be nowadays. hmm..and i always tend to treat my new friends that tinier bit better.

maybe when we plant 'seeds' in people, we are also responsible for watering them and making sure they flower. yea. i think that's it. cos otherwise i don't know why else i would be feeling the way i do now. or why i was thinking what i did while being with my 'seedling'.

it's incredibly great to be that 'new kid' in someone's mind and to be that newbie in the group. especially when u've got ur fallbacks & ur hometowns. but if there's one thing that crawled into my mind tonight, in my ordinary day of post-highschool, is that its probably even greater when you're the 'new kid' who's still looking after the old block.

whatever that may mean:\

a soul to remember.

mmm:) monday was such a lovely day. i don't think falling out of love will ever be an option again:)

the beach was good, although cold. and fantasising about being MJ certainly made my night:P

it was on the way back that stood out the most. it seems that in every life there are problems. and in every problem there are options. but then, exactly what option do you take, and how do you know whether you are taking the right option?

i feel for people who don't really know what to do anymore. and especially those who seem to have tried so hard.

i don't really think you're letting your problem define you, because no one really seems to know ur innerturmoil. i'd say your one of the most beautiful characters living on earth:D and when i told you you were going to touch the world, i really meant it from my heart&observant eyeballs.

it's so Jesuslike& so humanspirit-defining when u meet someone who is so appreciative&grateful...when there's only everything to be bitter about.

if only.

i don't think i should be 'xanga-ing' when my mind is bittered, but i feel like bitching&venting&tellingitstraight.

i hate it how u hate it that i hate it that u hate the way i act. but i beg ur pardonnn, since when the world revolve around ur asssssssssss.

so many pple are burdened by ur mistreatment and ur lack of disillusioned generosity.

im jst so annoyed and so frustrated at the world for being like this. if only people reli cared for the sake of someone else rather than caring cos they only want to care about their own feelings or their own opinions. and instead of hearing what everyone else wants to yell or scream, they rather hold their own truths because they're too arrogant to even listen to what someone else has to say.

its not about being right or for again, 'standing up for what u believe in'. cos that's plain BSSSSSSSSSSSS. omygosh...how can u say ur standing up for ur morals when ur demoralising everyone else. or making them feel shit for something is quite frankly, petty.

bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch 

on a lighter note. i've figured out the lyrics to the most pretty-ful song in the world:)

sing into your surroundings

by such a great cloud of witnesses

let us run

with perseverance

the race marked out.

lets make a way

for those who are to come.

every generation, every nation, every tribe, every town

they will see. they will cry

o with one voice, they'll sing

hosanna.